Yesterday was a good and bad day. Let's start with the good. I went in for my labwork and antral follicle ultrasound. I LOVE my new RE's nurse. The ultrasound wasn't as bad as I thought, and she got my blood so easy for labs! I definitely feel that we are making the right choice by switching. We also got to spend time with my best friend, her husband and their almost 2 year old. It was such a good time. We looks at old pictures and laughed all night.
The bad....My best friend text me while we were on the way home to tell me a mutual friend of ours is pregnant. She is unmarried and got pregnant from a booty call. Apparently, the guy wants her to have an abortion, as he has 4 other children with 2 other women. She plans to keep it. I know I should just be happy that my friend is having a baby. I can't help but feel extremely bitter about it. She wasn't even trying! We've been trying for almost 2 years, have had 3 failed IUIs, 4 medicated cycles, countless negative pregnancy tests, labs and painful tests and I've never even seen a glimmer of a 2nd line. Now she gets a baby and I get to stab myself with needles up to 4 times a day and go through IVF. WTF!? Infertility is so unfair sometimes.
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